BREATH DEEP...BE STRONG!

The hills, the valleys

and the bends.

Going up and down

each day,

wondering if my heart will mend.

Sure, the pain will lessen

and I'll genuinly smile once more

but the emptiness will stay

and my heart will forever be sore.

You were all I ever wanted

and now you'll never be.

You were going to be my future

now that has ceased for me.

I can't help this feeling

of feeling so alone,

but I just can't talk about it

I don't want to be a moan.

So I'll keep writing

and talking to you in my mind.

Until we meet one day

and then true joy I will find.

I'm not saying

it's going to be soon,

even if it's years from now

my joy will be over the moon.

BABY STYX...OUR ANGEL!

Holding out these empty arms
Cursing my disillusionment
Why did I imagine it could be any other way
that I could have been content, dreams that’s all it was,

Mothers arms are not meant to be empty
I look up at the sky, tears filling my eyes,
Searching the stars trying to find my angel
The brightest star I search for

Finding it the first tear rolls down my cheek
Memories flood back of our short time together
Love totally encasing my heart
as I look at that star I know you are there baby

I will never forget I just can’t come to accept
as I look that you are so far
I would have cuddled and loved you kept you safe
Within my arms holding you in a tight embrace

I will search these skies for you each night
But just for now have to leave you in Gods guiding light
Sleep well my baby one day my arms and heart will be full again
As I join you and give you all that was meant to be

Thank You Han-Han....